This is what I envisioned my wrapping paper to look like! One day
Anonymous asked: Two years ago just before our anniversary my husband and I got into a huge a fight and he told me I was the absolute worst person he ever met and that I was a miserable bitch. Then just a few days later on our anniversary he bought me flowers and gifts and "forgot" that fight ever happened. Well I didn't and I can't. Every time he looks at me that is all I can think about, and it hurts.
I feel this pain. Even though I’m not with Kyle anymore, he used to say horrible things like this to me (sober and drunk) and I could never forget them.
I dunno what’s wrong with me. It’s like life has just flipped a switch and I’ve deflated from all happiness and energy. I had the best day shooting yesterday (see Wordpress blog) and I had an alright shift at the pub today and now I’m writing out my Christmas cards. I can’t seem to snap out of this slum. My poor cat got put down yesterday and I know she was old but man.. I’m still devastated. I burst into tears when I went to fetch something from the room she usually sleeps in. I just want a cuddle. To feel safe and to hide away into someone’s shoulder.
I can’t believe how much everything has changed this year. All for good, even if I struggle to see it now, but man I need something to snap me out of this.
You come anytime you want."
— "She Will Be Loved" - Maroon 5 (via lyricsinwonderland)
I’m off on my first wedding tomoro with an amazing photographer. And I’m devastated that when I get back my cat will probably not be here waiting for me. :(
I hate the male species.